There are guys like you...and then, there are guys like this.
Very simple.
It's a no brainer.
You lose.

I had to post this it fucking gave me a hernia.

Music is dead now.






Makes you want to hurry the fuck up and get your shit out there.
Times wasting.
God's watching.





R.I.P Micheal jackson.
The king of pop.

HANNAH FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!



DollSpace

Once the heart sings a tune for such a long time that it becomes it's rhythm,
Once a heart beats for someone for so long it becomes dependent.
It's so hard to stop.
It's so hard to forget.
The heart is one big memory game.
You flip over a card.
You flip over another card.
Wrong match.
You flip over one more card.
And you remember.
And it all comes back to you.
You remember that smile.
And those hands.
And you remember the way it feels to be next to them.
And the way your heart bounces in your chest and brushes your throat when they walk by.
And
Fuck.
Game over.
You win.
But you lose.
Remembering means losing.
I remembered you today.
That's why I lost.

I spend too much fucking time on this computer.
Honestly.
The internet owns my soul.
Television just got stupid somewhere down the road.
I'm reading a good book right now (Thank you Olive)

Chuck is like re-birthing 1984 with this one.
Maybe everyone is trying to bring back 1984.
Anywho.....reading is the only thing that seems less dangerous around here.
I want to be so fucking filthy rich with you.
Just watch us.
Just watch me blow you out of the fucking water.

These Fame-aholics these Nobody-aphobics.

War out,
             Kat<3

Highschool is this loophole.
And you just constantly fall through it over,and over,and over again.
Whoever said Highschool was four years long...was an asshole.
Or was some jock or cheerleader popular kid.
Whoever said that,wasn't an underdog. Or a loser.
Or a freak,or a nerd.
Highschool lasts forever.
You leave only to get thrown into a more fast-paced version of the place you so greatly despise.
What a sad fucking reality.
I hate school.
I really do.
I didn't always.
Shortly after grade 3 I realized that school wasn't for learning.
School is a publicly funded nazi camp.
Where you teach kids to ask questions.
But to never question.
Simple.
Wake up.
Eat.
Learn.
Die a little.
Go home.
Eat.
Sleep.
Repeat.
Everyone throws out the instructions to life at some point.
Everyone gives up on life at some point.
I don't want tog ive up.
i don't want to get stuck in this loophole.
Even after highschool,
Pretty girls will always be pretty.
Ugly girls will always be jealous.
Boys will always be immature.
Popular kids will find popular lawyers to hang out with.
Who's kids will hang out together.
And torture the kids of the geeky guy in the mailroom.
Who (ironically) got teased by the same popular lawyers.
It's the same generic shit all over.
Rinse.
Repeat.
Rinse.
Repeat.
Life has ended for all of us really.
When you think about it.
We are just walking dead.
Zombies who haven't realized we have had our life sucked out.
History repeats itself like a broken record.
Is there nothing left to look forward to?
Or to even live for?
As humans we create the same enviroment for ourselves all the time.
Maybe all of mankind is lazy.
The ones who say they're not are just in denial.
And the ones who admit it are hopeless.

I will not stay in this loophole.
I will NOT be the same person I am in highschool now.
In the future I will be better.
Fuck the loophole.
Fuck routine.
Fuck conformity.
Fuck everyone who thinks they're so cool.
Fuck the mould.
I want to be somebody.
Anybody.
Just not this shell that I am now.
This empty lifeless robot cybertronic nazi plastic prototype number.
I will be someone.
Watch.
and
Wait.

"You know what I realized about Highschool?...It's never really over..."

And the irony of that statement is that I was saying the exact thing an hour before.
You didn't beat me to my thought this time.

Thank you so much for making my week better.


I am absolved.